So, it's march already. God. I'm not ready for the passage of time. In my mind it's still mid-february, and I have so much time for everything. But I don't! It's March! Now!!
I thought that since about a month has passed from my last blog post, I'd have a solid idea for a new one, but - The only things on my mind right now are uni-related, and I'd rather not stress myself out talking about it here :V So? General rambling, perhaps?
I'm just trying to get into the habit of writing something longer every once in a while! Or maybe I'm just procrastinating working on my thesis project by writing a blogpost ;)
Birthday season
My 23rd birthday's this weekend - March 8th. I don't know how to feel about it. I don't know how I feel about my birthday in general - I don't think I like celbrating it, but why? I'm generally a very private person in real life, so maybe that's it - I don't want so much attention put on me.
But then again maybe it's just that I don't like being bothered with birthday wishes and presents when I don't feel like day is something that should be celebrated, necessarily. I'm grateful that people think about me, but,, I don't know! Just let me get older in peace!
So, for my birthday I wish for a quiet, peaceful day - not a party focused on me. And to my 23 year old self, I wish you become better at organizing your time and motivating yourself to work and take care of yourself better. Good luck, Future Rem!
Music obsessions
Birthday talk over, let's talk music. And by talk I mean I've been cursed with new obsessions and I hope sharing them somewhere will help cure me, a bit.
I don't think I could ever describe myself as a Fall Out Boy fan. I've never listened to them that much compared to my other middle school obsessions - but every once in a while (a few times a year), I just get this inexplicable urge to listen to a different album or 2 of theirs on repeat.
And as I'm getting into this phase of my year, Car Seat Headrest drops a single. And uh,,
I don't think I'm ready for the new album dropping in may. I might like this band's music too much.
I'm jumping between these 2 obsessions and I wish I could listen to music in a normal way again. Get me some new playlists, get me some variety, Please! But my brain decides it's this on repeat and I Will Like It. And yeah, I like it I guess :( But I'm not happy about it :/
The culprits making my brain insane:
Wow, I really should update my favourite music page on here. The current playlist and favorite albums list are so out of date now. I don't even have CHROMAKOPIA by Tyler, The Creator on there and I've been listening to it basically on loop Since December. What am i doing?